something meaningful to all...

juz something meaningful i read tt i wanted to share abt problems...

VERSE:
Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on
thee: because he trusteth in thee.
-- Isaiah 26:3


THOUGHT:
While it is naive, on one hand, to think that trusting in God
makes all of our problems go away -- Christians have many of the
same problems that unbelievers do because they share the same
mortal flesh, on the other hand it's true. If we trust in God, we
believe our work stands or falls in his hands and that ultimately
we will share in his victorious and glorious presence. It means our
lives will not be lived in vain. That's not just confidence; it's
the foundation of true peace -- life lived to its fullest and
richest knowing that it matters and we don't need to be anxious
about its results.

PRAYER:
Almighty Father of Peace, thank you for giving me the assurance
that my life will not be lived in vain. May I share that peace with
others today. In the name of Jesus, my Prince of Peace, I pray.
Amen.

For e 1st time... i got fed up with my class.../ my apologies..

haiz... today not very gd day... actually was quite fun going out as a class.. go buy shirt and stuff... but den... i didnt have much time... den was unhappy with e whole grp of them(no one person in particular..)... cos they kept wasting time... not really their fault cos they are juz having their own fun and stuff... but i wanted to get something done at tt time... say alot of time no one care... den okay lor... walk away... srry lah show attitude... 1st time to class.. i was quite tired at tt time... leg quite suan le... cannot take shopping lah... because of tt i very sian le plus everyone joke joke waste time... i rushing for time some more... haiz... but bad of me to show attitude...

srry guys...

i recently quite sian also... sian of alot of stuff... i guess alot of work plus stress bah... everything also quite sian... yest not careful make kong even more unhappy when he is already unhappy...

srry kong... i didnt noe u were unhappy... den accidentally did something to make it worse... srry ah...

den im quite worried for jian xin... cause doesnt have full belief of e bible... which is a huge cause of concern... muz talk to him more abt it...
i think i think too much into some things tt its bothering me alot... i think im mistaken... so gotta stop thinking..

today yf so little ppl again... den i did a bad job for worship cos i always so confident never practice e song before hand and didnt ensure got musician today...

srry ppl...

lucky got relieve stress by sharing with debbie today... :-) so im alrite... tom is sunday... great? like i said earlier... i everything sian le... hope can talk to adrian tom... tts all for today...

Photo loop =)

im trying tis new software for photos... give me some comments whether tis better or normal posting of photos... tks... =)
credits: michelle- must agree its cool yea? :)

Self- reflections for tis week

maybe i shld include a self reflections page every week ya... ttl be gd... ^^

haha.. quite regret and unhappy with myself when i was arguing with some of myy classmates who claims my teacher is quite gd but i keep arguing against it... i juz kept thinking of them negatively which made me quite unhappy with myself becos tt is so wrong and un-Christlike... frm now on muz make myself to think of all teachers positively... liao... yesh...

i realized i am starting to be abit proud again... not being humble... claiming some thing s tt i do gd... tt is surely my reward.. must keep reminding myself to be humble juz like how Christ came down to be... muz keep reminding myself... yea feel so guilty when my fren terence told me tt when i was in vs i always look very "confident"(meaning proud)... soething tt i always stuggle tt i have to change also...

tis soulds so hypocrtical but well its self reflections... and its not hypocritical if i do it... so muz be able to do...
muz do...
muz do...
for God commands us to..
He commands us to be like Him...
and as a disciple... it shld be done...

To all those in Him,
May we all truly live out our life as God's child for e week ahead... and the years to come... till we reunite with Him.

Amen.


Have a blessed week ahead everyone!!! =)

I want to say something... but cant remember liao... ah... my inner affections...

sian... i always want to say something... but always cant remember... always like tt... wanted to say alot on blog also forget le... lets see what i remember...

dont noe why dun look forward to weekend for e 1st time.. or at least for a very long time... blea.. dun ask me why... i think its sch... and maybe even yf??? dun noe..

felt quite unhappy and sad after comm meeting... dun ask me why also... cos i dun think i noe why either...

quite sian also of soccer le on sunday eve... i think i really noe why i dun like joining sport cca le... haha... i always wanna play yet every time play finish sian... haha...

woah tis week i some gd boy everyday study 3 hrs except for wed... so gd rite... haha.. but i cant take it cos i always start at 10pm... lol... so tired...

oh... and i cant talk God enuf for Jian Xin... for giving me a brother in class... and hes e very like me kinda char... juz tt i grew up to not like showing love and concern... haha... amazed by how he sticks with me and sometime even lean on me(not gay but very close bro... really...)... tts why say amazed... but hes a real bro..

i always thought tt i always cant find a "best fren" kinda fren cos of how i am... i can make frens quite well... but never close frens.. tis is how i am bah... never once since i was young could someone call me "best fren"(actually means close fren lah)... but ya for e 1st time in sch i can find one... haha.. but e 1st has to be frm church... haha.. not 1 but a few... i think i can safely tt no one will ever be a very close of mine... although i always would want one... having a few close frens is what i shld be contented on bah... haha... i think its becos of how i dont show tt im genunely concerned for ppl... my char of loving play too much... being too "man" has hidden my inner affections for others... tt how i would really love to spend time toking with ppl den to play sometimes... haha... i actually really love to listen to others trouble... wondering how some ppl have been... den i would be so glad tt ppl share with me but they wont...(usually ppl tt will share are girls lah but im like a guy so...) den i end up being someone who like to share alot... but i really love to hear too... but anyhow...(tis whole para sound so err... girly now tt i realise it... !!! anyhow its juz a mindset of mind ^^)

haha.. finally i shared tis... and it feels so gd... =)

Stressed??? tis is for u... ^^

Last week... i read tis on a book... it helped me alot... and today... after realizing tt some ppl arnd me is so much more stressed than me.... now i want to share it with u... christian or not... hope it helps... ^^


1)Who's fighting your battles???(e 1st 2 parts is not really meant for non-christians, but read it... if it struck u... great... =)

(most verses are frm new american standard bible and 1 is frm niv)
Deuteronomy 20:1 "When you go out to battle against your enemies and see horses and chariots {and} people more numerous than you, do not be afraid of them; for the LORD your God, who brought you up from the land of Egypt, is with you.
20:2 "When you are approaching the battle, the priest shall come near and speak to the people.
20:3 "He shall say to them, 'Hear, O Israel, you are approaching the battle against your enemies today. Do not be fainthearted. Do not be afraid, or panic, or tremble before them,
20:4 for the LORD your God is the one who goes with you, to fight for you against your enemies, to save you.'

if u dont think of these verses at e context, ur enemies can actually be ur studies!!! and God promises victory over it... if we trust in Him, and give e pressure to Him... tt he actually is e one fighting e battle for us... not us alone.. trust in Him tt hes fighting ur battles.. not u...

2)Talk to God during stress's Mess

No matter what ure facing... remember e stressful experience of David in psalm 18..

First David prayed, "In my distress I called upon the LORD, And cried to my God for help"(v.6)

den God answered, "He heard my voice out of His temple, And my cry for help before Him came into His ears."(v6)

Turning to God was Davids immediate response..

54:4 Behold, God is my helper; The Lord is the sustainer of my soul.
54:7 For He has delivered me from all trouble, And my eye has looked {with satisfaction} upon my enemies.

Tis is a stanza obtained frm a hymn,

"I must tell Jesus all of my trials
I cannot bear these burdens alone
In my distress he kindly will save me
He always loves and cares for His own"

Why do we trust in our own abilities to overcome pressure? WHy not turn all ur headaches to God?

3)Learning to share the load( for all ^^)

Exodus 18:17 Moses' father-in-law said to him, "The thing that you are doing is not good.
18:18 "You will surely wear out, both yourself and these people who are with you, for the task is too heavy for you; you cannot do it alone.

In tis verse, we are urged to find some helpers,
18:22-23, "That will make ur load lighter, because they will share it with you. If u do this and God so commands, you will be able to stand the strain"

Heres what we can do..
i) Find a friend to confide in
ii) Look for a study buddy to help urself in ur toughest sub
iii)Find a prayer partner esp during stressful periods of ur life
iv)pour out ur heart to a parent or youth lader when u feel weary

theres a second part to tis... but i will do it another time cos i dont have time to do it now.. hope tis helps u in ur life... =)

Christian music with drums and guitars? not gd.. to me...

U noe... today i had a thought... i realised(by myself) tt christian music with drums and guitars aint that gd... cos i guess at least for me i feel more personal enjoyment rather than thinking abt God... maybe only e praise part... but definitely not the thinking... i dont think its quite rite realli...

today spent whole day in sch dont noe doing what... quite fun but like didnt play much juz alot of roaming arnd... haha... den when go makan all pang seh... haiz... 1st terence... den fredrick... end up only left three girls, shu ting, hui ling iris and me... lolz.... nvm juz eat anyway cos hungry ah... juz realized i always blog at e wrong time... waste time at e wrong time... and from now on muz limit my com usage le... realli spending too much time on it... its like everyday e pass few days... lol.... yes blog le so dun wan blog tooo much...

i think realli wanna be a testimony to my chem teacher by doing well in chem... tts my aim... =)

oh and i juz realized my class is increasing in no of scandals... haha... but den i also realized tt i shldnt join them in gossipping and making fun... its wrong u noe... muz stop le...

kk tts all le... very tired wanna slp soon... its weekend!!! =) wanna rest and looking forward to church(its starting to become i guess i am looking forward to it... lol... nt gd...)...

I imagine that...

this thought have came to my mind recently... i keep imagining what happens when some of my frens become christians.... i dont want to name names... but ya... e thought of it makes me wanna evangelise... gotta try... i can juz imagine bringing some of them to church... haha... ^^ realli gtg le... woah how long ive spent... bb...



may all those who read my blog have a blessed week... and for those christians... lets all live out our life as God's child for e week ahead... and the years to come... till we reunite with Him.

Amen.

being boring becos u are a staunch christian singer is not good??

while reading todays newpaper... i read tt tis female singer, Natasha Bedingfield, was said to be boring and scandalless and she couldnt make it big.. she had to make headlines... and e reason?? e paper said its believed to be becos she is a staunch christian.. =) =) i was like dun care them man... i support u all e way... continue doing whats rite... will pray for ya... ^^ i will buy ur albums(maybe)... haha...

oh i also recently read tt ppl who cr8ed blogs wants to be famous... den i was like... sorri man... tts not my purpose for cr8ing a blog... haha...

looks like i thought too much... whew.... / unhappiness with Chem teacher / MY CHOIR PRES LEAVING!!!

E past week or 2 weeks i always wanted to blog but time and other factors made me decide not to... got alot of things i wanna say... but i dont realli remember liao... haha... like i said.. my blog is weekly one... haha.. i always wanted to laugh when ppl say woah very long never blog... and tts 1 week... lol...

recently... i misinterpreted some things or actions of someone tt made me fear of something... luckily i straightened out my thoughts and figured its juz my perspective and i think too much abt it... nothin realli wrong actually... or hopefully i DID misinterprete wrongly... or not realli got problem... hahaha...

i am also increasingly becoming more unhappy with my chem teacher... she likes to scold and tekan me alot... its true im not consistent in my work and not been doing well in tests(and also e worst :-p).. but e things she says is.. haiz... muz learn to forgive her...( for Gods says love thy neighbours as thyself :-p... tis includes everyone... dont wrry i love u(e readers lah lol) too... ^^)

sch is really hectic lah... i recently been disliking mj alot too... cause of things ppl been telling me... my choir pres left for poly... den leaving e choir in tatters... not to mention e vice pres might leave too...dunno who would wanna become pres... lol... wrry wrry haiz... i think ive been saying i regret... which i shldnt have said... cos everything happened for a purpose... i realli hope i can grow thru tis mj experience.. e MJ effect... haha... oh.. muz promote too... because cannot gu fu God and all those who've been helping me alot all these while... its my duty to study... so lets get going den... =)

New Boots..

Today not very happy day... but... by God's grace... it led me to wait for a fren at a mall at novena mrt... and i was walking past tis adidas shop... and i saw lots of boots... thought of buying... but too ex... den saw under 50% off... got tis boots very gd one... too bad too small... or not dun need think will immediately buy... next to it got another synthetic boots... initially when i looked at e price... half of 85... 42.50!!! cheap sia... at a main adidas shop... den was like ok dun mind trying... initially looking at e shoe size i thought it will be too big... but after putting it on... it fitted very nicely...e front got a small gap.. but tts becos adidas shoe is narrow... e side and everywhere fit snugly... although i really dont like e plastic feeling... like a huge big piece of plastic wrap arnd ur leg... but thought e fit was so nice and i already needed one cos mine given by keefe too big... so thought buy lah... i really hesitated... cause its really sudden... den i suddenly call yuan dun noe for what also.. ehhe... den decided haiya buy lah... its quite nice.. and i took a few pics on it... i guess i wanna soak it in water to try to make it looser bah...haha... well something interesting tt happened during e day is gd... =)

No time to blog... and... SOCCER REMINDERS..

E whole week i actually wanted to blog... but no time... now also no time... and hopefully my internet is back permanent...juz wanted to say...

i think i have to try harder to make ppl come for yf... like rachel said... we need to communicate alot more...

Must pray for tricia....

AND...

1) MUST REMEMBER TO PUSH THE BALL FORWARD AND RUN TO MAKE USE OF MY SPEED!!!

2)ITS OK TO LET PPL GET E BALL FIRST... DEN CAPITALISE IF THEY MAKE MISTAKE...

3) NOE WHICH POSITION U ARE PLAYING AND TRY TO KEEP TO THAT AREA OF PLAY!!!

tts what e uncles told me... I caps and put so big because i hardly play full field soccer and hope i will read tis and next time i play i will do it... its not more impt than e yf and e comm ok..

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cos i will never forget abt them... =)

oh... and can help me pray abt my walk with christ ... i am facing afew probs... and my studies too... still cant get into study mood.. yup...