For those who read the last post. Im sorry i hurt you in any way if i did. For those who read, ill try to talk to you, at least if i know you read it and didnt understand what i meant. Im very sure most ppl didnt understand what i meant from my last blog post. They misread my intentions, i guess due to the fact that i was emotional and put everything into a bad light. To prevent more ppl from having similar reactions, i have removed it. And will talk to ppl who read it. I assure you, i think most ppl misread my intentions.

Started with sis, and later had a good chat with arthur. Gave me a better perspective of others viewpoints. Lets see how i can rectify this problem, as well as the greater problem that i face.

At least i decided to not have anymore honest viewpoints of which may concern ppl around me. Dont want to cause similar problems. The fact is, i cant be honest anymore. But i guess, i dont want to stumble others anymore.

last thoughts before leaving for kl! You know. i feel extremely alone when i'm with the group sometimes. It is a bit of a struggle to be the extrovert in a group of introverts. But the thing is, i sometimes feel quite alone. not lonely, just alone. cc talked abt how youths struggle some issues‭+righ like self esteem, and self perceptions. theni begin to recall how i struggle with these things. Maybe not so much, but definitely still do. iguess i'm that type right that if i havesome friend who would purposely call me just to wish me happy birthday, wa i would be just so glad. i guess cause i never had 1, not to mention presents just to even mention it. last year i had 1 by kenn and lyd only, whichi wassograteful for. this is what i mean. but i guess the wish to be appreciated and loved is a big part of me. maybe‭ due to‭+family background ba. It's‭+somethiing i need to overcome. anyway ihou to mention, thatsomehow i thinki now a fren of mine, you know how we work with‭+ea other andall, but yet i realised we could barely holda 5 min conversation? I guess another frenalso made me realised how readingsomesomeo blog doesn't mean we might know them‭+wel and that's‭+scary to me cause i thought i do. oh‭+wel church camp! wool hoo!.

My new kicks! And frisbee For The Win!

My new "kicks"!!!! The adidas TS creator billups collector's(unofficial) edition.

But frisbee is the new best sport ever! So fun to get to know so many new and nice friends! Totally so friendly. Totally so fun to play. Because of the combination of soccer and basketball movements, it makes it just so much fun! Happy Happy. XD