last thoughts before leaving for kl! You know. i feel extremely alone when i'm with the group sometimes. It is a bit of a struggle to be the extrovert in a group of introverts. But the thing is, i sometimes feel quite alone. not lonely, just alone. cc talked abt how youths struggle some issues‭+righ like self esteem, and self perceptions. theni begin to recall how i struggle with these things. Maybe not so much, but definitely still do. iguess i'm that type right that if i havesome friend who would purposely call me just to wish me happy birthday, wa i would be just so glad. i guess cause i never had 1, not to mention presents just to even mention it. last year i had 1 by kenn and lyd only, whichi wassograteful for. this is what i mean. but i guess the wish to be appreciated and loved is a big part of me. maybe‭ due to‭+family background ba. It's‭+somethiing i need to overcome. anyway ihou to mention, thatsomehow i thinki now a fren of mine, you know how we work with‭+ea other andall, but yet i realised we could barely holda 5 min conversation? I guess another frenalso made me realised how readingsomesomeo blog doesn't mean we might know them‭+wel and that's‭+scary to me cause i thought i do. oh‭+wel church camp! wool hoo!.