Empty

Aftter an emotional roller coaster day, This somehow describes it. I'm staring out of my window, searching for you .

Where'd you go? I miss you so.

So where do you want to go? What do you want to do? Is this the end that you want? Do you want to tell me that we're walking in opposite directions? 


Sometimes when you dont desire it, it comes to u.
But when you desire it, it just never comes.


Maybe I should close this chapter nicely for once.



[7] "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. [8] For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened. [9] Or which one of you, if his son asks him for bread, will give him a stone? [10] Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a serpent? [11] If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask him! [12] "So whatever you wish that others would do to you, do also to them, for this is the Law and the Prophets. [13] "Enter by the narrow gate. For the gate is wide and the way is easy that leads to destruction, and those who enter by it are many. [14] For the gate is narrow and the way is hard that leads to life, and those who find it are few. - Mat 7:7-14 ESV



And this is the confidence that we have toward him, that if we ask anything according to his will he hears us. - 1Jo 5:14 ESV
And if we know that he hears us in whatever we ask, we know that we have the requests that we have asked of him. - 1Jo 5:15 ESV

[11] For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. [12] Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. [13] You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart. - Jer 29:11-13 ESV

[3] Call to me and I will answer you, and will tell you great and hidden things that you have not known. - Jer 33:3 ESV

[23] Truly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, 'Be taken up and thrown into the sea,' and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that what he says will come to pass, it will be done for him. [24] Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. - Mar 11:23-24 ESV

Mat 21:22

And whatever you ask in prayer, you will receive, if you have faith."

Psa 10:17

O LORD, you hear the desire of the afflicted; you will strengthen their heart; you will incline your ear

Mat 6:33

But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.

Answers?

Sometimes what you want is not what God wants. 
Sometimes what you want is not what others want.
Sometimes ppl tell you what they think God wants. 
Sometimes you become unsure of what God wants.
So who can be surer of what God wants for you?
Others, ppl, or yourself?
Or is it because you want to think God wants this for you?
I NEED ANSWERS!

Chasing after your shadow

I wish you were able to explain things. Its been a month already. More actually. I feel like I'm chasing after your shadow. And there isn't anything much I can do if you're avoiding like that.

Can you at least give me an answer?

I guess i can do nothing but pray.