"Thank God It's Friday" event plus area retreat

Surprise surprise. I havent blog for almost a month- probably unthinkable a couple of months ago. Oh well. I guess in army you'll expect to see more of this.

Part 1: Rambles
I wish i would stop thinking of these things. But i guess plus being very tired and all especially during retreat makes me very vulnerable to these thoughts, like negative ones. I was just wondering to myself, i guess i am really a lazy person. Certain things that i lack that i feel that i cant take up responsibilities, like doing what they did the other day, being so hardworking and sacrificial in certain things. At least I never ever went to that extent ever in my life.

And those CERTAIN other things that always bother me, especially recently when i start to have inclinations and i start to question myself more. The inclinations especially are causing me great problems. Well, thoughts certainly kill me too.

I guess like someone taught me, i am selfish. Honestly, im still putting self over others. Being "loving" to those that i would prefer to, and not even to all. Favouritism and inclinations!

Part 2: Thanksgiving
Thank God for the evangelistic event that occured on good fri. It is GREAT! Thank God that everything went very smoothly. Thank God the band did very well even though Jennifer had very painful sore throat, yet was able to sing well! Thank God for the skit peeps, which i am part of, that we did very well, i would say better than even in practice, especially since we didnt practice much! Thank God for abi that she did such a good job in the organisation and ensuring everything went smoothly, yet dealing with the stress really well! Didnt seem she was stressed at all! Thank God for the MC ppl, Ernest, Christie and Sara, who did such a good job, especially their hard work as they were preparing till 4am the day before(or more like the morning before)! Thank God for all the people involved, Clarence the sound uncle, Wen Xin the admin in charge, Geraldine the food IC, of course Ai Ling who was the head/advisor over abi ensuring everything went well etc! Thank God for all the area team members and volunteers for calling up ppl the night before, ensuring that as many youths can get to hear the gospel as possible! Truly so much to thank God for!

Thank God for the retreat the past few days, from thurs till today! Though i would say, i wish i got alot more interaction and you know those ice breaker kinda games cause we didnt really have alot of time for those plus i always happen to miss them, like bbq cause i went for Qiang's 21st Birthday. So i was kinda disappointed but i guess it was still quite a good time! The place i stayed was cool just that i didnt have time to stay there long or use the facilities there, especially the gym and the pool! I guess this is my very last retreat till army le. =(

Oh and Thank God for 21 years of life that God has granted Qiang with!

Thank God for combined yf with Grace Bp last sat!

Im stopping work in slightly over 1 week! Kinda abrupt end. Well at least i can look forward to crab dinner at da lao ban's place this coming fri! Hopefully fellowship and games too! =)

Oh yea better contact my students soon. :-p

I love this song that the band practiced for our event. I see Love. Truly, a great song, to tell us, about God's Love for us.

I See Love
Third Day
Soundtrack from Passion Of the Christ

Some see a teacher
Standing on a hill
Speaking words of wisdom
Some see a healer
Reaching out his hand
To give sight to a blind man
Some see a dreamer
Wasting his life
On what can never be
Some see a fool
Dying for his dreams

But I see love (I see love)
I see love (I see love)
Light of heaven breaking through
Well I see grace (I see grace)
I see God's face (I See Gods face)
Shining pure and perfect love
When I see you
I see love

Some see a prisoner
Alone before his judge
With no one to defend him
Some see a victim
Beaten and abused
With all the world against him
Some see a martyr
Carrying his cross
For what he believes
Some see a hero
Who set his people free

But I see love (I see love)
I see love (I see love)
Light of heaven breaking through
Well I see grace (I see grace)
I see God's face (I See Gods face)
Shining pure and perfect love
When I see you

With your last breath
I see love
Through your death
I see love
I see peace in the eyes of the king
I see hope in your suffering (I see love)
I see a calm in the center of the storm
I see a Saviour

I see love
I see love
Light of heaven breaking through (heaven breaking through)
I see grace
I see God's face
Shining pure and perfect love
When I see you
I see love
When I see you
I see heaven breaking through
See Gods face
Shining pure and perfect love
When I see you
When I see you
When I see you
I see love
I see love
When I see

Some see Him walking from an empty grave