Revealing a sly, cunning and hypocritical heart of others is really quite scary. Just makes you wonder how one can be so hypocritical. Makes you wonder how evil ppl can be, even christians.

But Thank God for youth camp. Its been great, though Its just another event that passed ever so quickly. This camp reveals to me alot abt ppl. You can see the disparity with the pure in heart and those who aren't. But its great to see the so many newcomers. Time was ever so tight during the camp, especially cause i keep rushing ppl and i'm ever so busy. Am very busy to be too bothered with writing too many notes, or communicate with ppl, especially the newcomers. But i surprise myself. In the way i acted throughtout the camp, in thoughts and in deeds. That i didnt let anything get me down or be strong, except again for one.; in being very detailed abt many things. Being in a position of such authority makes you just put a step forward to be better, and am very encouraged by the many ppl who praises me for doing a very good job. Though i think the camp has lots to improve, i have lots to improve, i thank God for a great camp. The camp comm is one of the most wonderful thing. Am really encouraged but seeing the younger ones step up and seeing how they've matured. Sherwin is one im so glad to see him growing in leaps and bounds during this period. He is starting to really encourage me alot. Shannon is one i think increasingly i can almost treat her like MY PEERS! She has thoughts way beyond her age, just like a 17 year old. Debbie has been wonderful helpful that i havent found time to thank for the many things she had done for me. And arthur too.

Leaving though, has not been removed from my mind. Cause i know more and more i cant resolve some problems altogether.