A song from the serial i've been watching. Kinda describes. But i feel better. Finally realized wheres the ministry i could really serve in and enjoy it. But its not in church.

真的, 我沒事 I'll be fine

On and on, the pain goes on
And it wouldn't just wouldn't die
我竟远比想像中软弱旦无能为力
对你的眼神选择了逃避恨自己恨自己
On and on, the pain lives on
It's hurting so much more
就像我被悔不当初的罪恶吞去
惩罚过后能否带来解脱I'll be fine I'll be fine
So many cried, listening to God
让坚强不只是种伪装
So many lies, listening to you
天亮后I will be fine
On and on, the pain goes on and
I just don't know how to cope
伸手抱住自己是否就能够不再空虚
最后信念别放弃I will be fine I will be fine
So many cried, listening to you希望你能再给我力量
So many lies, listening to you什么时候I will be fine
当我再也不对任何事期待只剩下你只剩下你
有天当我舍弃一切见你请你要微笑不语
So many cried, listening to you希望你能再给我力量
So many lies, listening to you什么时候I will be fine