Hmm. Talking to more ppl gives me more and more thoughts. Though i wld say its bad thoughts. But God's natural selection is really the thought that strikes me. They are reality check thoughts. But gonna keep thoughts to myself. Mum says i reveal too much in blogs. :-p

The moment i walk down that hall, the moment the security guard greeted me from afar with a loud voice, recognising me the moment i came in, just started the whole process of reminescing. Well, it WAS the place i have been 5 and a half days a week for 3 months. It WAS the time where i really enjoyed every moment of my time there, looking forward to every day of work. The pouring of the fond memories just keeps flowing in. Then how i could remember, yea, how i missed this place, and how long i have not been here! Though, more than half the ppl are no longer around, it still was a great time, reminescing. Of course, there's God's word which i cant forget! ;-p

Yuan said a very true statement. The YF has no more life in it. Ppl are just not there, and the ppl there just dont bring life and youthfulness/fun to it. Everyone is such a workaholic and its just there just because things should happen, not because they want it or enjoy it. Compare orientation in sch's to a yf. SO diff already. No more energy. No more zeal. Just out of plain knowlege and duty. To be honest.

I learned something during FOCUS/small grp this week.
1 Corinthians 10:23-24
23 All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not. 24 Let no man seek his own, but every man another's wealth.

If something stumbles others, don't do it. Causing others to sin can be considered a sin. So build each other up. Maybe this is the key to making decisions. If 1 of the choice will stumble others and the other less likely, then we should choose the former, even though they seem like the same (we think) in God's eyes. No decision is the same in God's eyes. 1 choice is definitely 1 that will glorify Him greater/is not a sinful choice. The other is. But its hard to choose the non stumbling one, really.

I should stop reading.