Sometime i really wonder whats God trying to achieve by certain things turning out like that. Certainly im not to judge. But im just wondering. Whether God truly wants us to learn something from it? Surely saying, let thy will be done, isnt as easy as saying and knowing it.

And i was like quite disturbed to know that somethings is not what is initially explained to me. Which means, I could still be involved. And im like, all that time i was trying to unlock this question and even speaking to the person itself- was to naught? And thoughts of whether im simply too trusting that a certain ppl will be honest started disturbing to me. Well, all i can say is. I think i will choose to continue to trust, that ppl are honest.

Well at least i dislike the fact that ppl forget.

Anyway i was telling my friends im just as worried for their o's results. I mean this year really i know too many ppl getting their results. 15? Scary lah. Mostly are friends who are kinda close, so i was really kinda worried. Project servants already got like 6-7 at least. Lol.

2 songs i wish i could sing when i get my results. 1 is sang during leader's retreat last year introduced by rachel. The other, my fav for a couple years now.

Enough
Chris Tomlin

All of You is more than enough for all of me
For every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You is more than enough

You are my supply
My breath of life
And still more awesome than I know
You are my reward
worth living for
And still more awesome than I know

All of You is more than enough for all of me
For every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You is more than enough

You’re my sacrifice
Of greatest price
And still more awesome than I know
You’re the coming King
You are everything
And still more awesome than I know

More than all I want
More than all I need
You are more than enough for me
More than all I know
More than all I can say
You are more than enough for me

Measure of A Man
4Him

This world can analyze and size you up
And throw you on the scales
They can IQ you and run you thorugh
Their rigorous details
They can do their best to rate
And they'll place you on their charts
And then back it up with scientific smarts

But there's more to what you're worth
Than what their human eyes can see

CHORUS
Oh I say the measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand
How wealthy or intelligent you are
'Cause I found out the measure of a man
God knows and understand
For He looks inside to the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
The measure of a man

Well you can doubt your worth
And search for who you are and where you stand
But God made you in His image
When He formed you in His hands
And He looks at you with mercy
And He sees you through His love
You're His child and that will always be enough

For there's more to what your worth
Than you could ever comprehend

REPEAT CHORUS

BRIDGE
You can spend your life persuing physical perfection
But there's so much more than ever meets the eye
For God looks through the surface
And he defines your worth by what is on the inside