i have 1 wish.

That God will take it away from my life.

I cant stand seeing this person so often in my dreams. I just wish i could forget about everything and continue on with my walk.

But i cant.

Not when situation is like that. Not here not there.

i wont get answers. And i will never get one. Not that im directly asking for it anyway.

I'm just killing myself really.

Hopefully God will help me forget it, through his greater love.

Will talk about camp some day later.

But i'm excited about work really! =)