Problems... Hiatus?

Decided to add this playlist. I was watching DBSk video's just now. Go and listen to Its all in vain and harudal under the playlist. I heard it 1st time today and its very nice. =)



Hmm, maybe you realized the impact of those words to me. Though i totally agree with it and its my fault, those words just would stick to my mind, and linger in pain, for a long time. Its a scar that, im unwilling to face, for now.

You know for me, i really have problem concentrating while trying desperately to study these few days.
I am that kinda guy that cannot concentrate with other things bothering me, that keeps coming up in my mind. I guess thats why i am able to pia like i did for o lvls. I didnt care about anything. All i knew in my mind is, i gotta pia for the next few months, and i guess i gotta get back to that mood again, and not letting things to distract me. Though i believe, its gonna be way harder this time round.

The last 2 days have been quite trying and dark days i guess. From what ppl said to what ppl shared, its just scary. Scary thoughts can make me think, whether will i be like this when i grow up. Well, like all scary and worrisome thoughts i have, I have learned through all this more and more to trust in God. I must continue to trust in His hands, that everything will be according to His plan. That every tribulation is not too much for me to take. And that i will be glad and thanful in all things. Like this thought that came to me, anything is good as long as it draws me closer to you.

Anything, thats very tough, but i gotta learn i guess.

Being able to share with people, i guess, have helped me forget and not think about these problems a little bit more. Talking is something i will always love to do, no matter how tired i am. Maybe thats why i don't like emails and online conversations. I cant "talk". :-p

But i guess from problems, it teaches me that i have to talk less. Don't have to tell or talk about everything, and be independent already. Stop relying on others i guess.

Just 3 more things. 1) I got doc letter which means im highly likely pes C L9. Good and bad cause i thought i might miss out on the cool army life which is i guess a once in a lifetime experience and help me to train to be tough and independent, but i guess pest C is fine.

2)My house is under renovation these few days. I shan't say whats changing but i shall its getting more and more each day that its like, COOL!!!

3)I'm stopping blogging- for a while i guess. You can call it hiatus if you want. Though i don't believe in it, i guess from problems i learned that its time i slowed down my blogging, start to talk less and not tell everyone everything. This blog is starting to not serve its initial purpose anyway. Besides, it might help me focus abit cause this week or 2 i have exams. However, i will still be visiting blogs and tagging still, so keep blogging, and keep tagging people, keep me updated about you, and give me some form of short brakes ok?

Anyway, i never believe i can go on personal hiatus. And besides, i might still wanna blog cause i might feel too sian during this coming exam period that i would want to let out some steam. :-p

And i guess, im considerably happy and joyful still.

=D : >

Jason Mraz writes great songs. Just ask my sisters how i would constantly sing You and I both at home horribly, :-p This one is another nice song to listen to sleep, though i don;t really like worldly lyrics. And im so not gonna replace my current song. If you want to hear this song go imeem. :-p

I really got count sheeps you know when i cant sleep. :-p
I;m tired. Good night people.

=D : >

Sleeping to Dream About You
Jason Mraz

And I
I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you and feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town
I'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes
And they all fall down.

And as I lay me down tonight
I close my eyes
What, what a beautiful sight

[Chorus:]
Sleeping to dream about you
And I'm so tired
Of having to live without you
But I don't mind
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

I found myself in the riches
Your eyes, your lips, your hair and you were everywhere
I woke up in the ditches, I hit the light and I thought you might be here
But you were nowhere (you were nowhere)

Well You were nowhere

And as I lay me back to sleep
Lord I pray that I can keep

[Repeat Chorus]

It's just a little a lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night
Oh just a lullabye to keep from crying myself to sleep
Oh just a, just oh, just a little lullabye,

Sleeping to dream about you
And I'm so tired
Of having to live without you
And I'm so tired

[Repeat Chorus]

Well I'm so, I'm tired
I'm falling, I'm so tired, I'm so tired