Haiz. I wish i can spell things out more clearly that i am trying to beat around the bush, but i can't.

Its just, not possible to tell people how i guess i want it to be.

I WISH I CAN LET IT ALL OUT!!!

Though all is not a wise decision.

And back to square 1, i cant.

Im just afraid of bad things that might happen.

I guess even I am afraid to take the step forward.

Ok. I have to take a short nap and then off to studying.