Bad Block Test

A bad day in sch; a bad day of exams. C'mon lor if you think its ok, cos it is almost confirm i will fail quite badly for both econs and physics lor, and especially since i studied quite hard for physics. Fears running through my mind again. Like should i retain? Will I be retained? You say haiya its only demoralising thoughts, i say no, its seriously cos im doing so badly. Really. You don't wanna know i pass how many tests this year, or last year. If you do, then you'l probably understand why i say so. Plus, i only have confidence in passing tomorrow's chem paper. Thursday's maths paper have almost no confidence at all of passing. But for now, ya... I should put it behind my mind and study hard.

To add insult to injury, or more like injury to insult, i have vision problems again. It started since yesterday. Though i should be thankful that it did not get worse, it did not improve either and was ignoring it most of the time doing exams. At times i couldn't even read what i wrote. Forced myself to try and read. Recalling the last time i had this prob, doc say it is due to stress. So im at a loss at how to deal with it. All i could think of is to pray and to psycho myself not to be stressed and relax.

Anyway, boo... Don't like comm meeting on sundays. Burning sundays away. But yes its for very selfish reasons which i dont wanna say though ppl might be able to guess. It's a sun AFTER EXAMS!!!