being an ogl is tiring.. but well.. maybe u can use e wrd satisfying.. :-p

"i blog for my own amusement".. seems fitting for e way i blog... haha...

haha.. luckily perked myself up abit when i watched some really dum humor video on youtube.. haha.. :-p

whats e cost of being lazy.. waititng for e bus for half an hr!!!! zzz... den never eat with classmates.. kinda thought i better avoid staying out cos im realli tired and i didnt want tt kind of situation to happen to myself again...

den again...

ogl is kinda satisfying.. i dont wanna say much details nw... tired lah... it is super tiring can.. lolz..

i tink im becoming more and more like a D... is it me or does all leaders hav to be a D?? kinda struck me cos hl was saying e way i say things nt very gd too... den i realized.. ya.. im becoming more like a D... maybe become like rui an ID.. haha... in ogl i feel like a D rather than I or S lah.. i guess e grp too big le bah.. haha... cant talk to all of em.. btu their seriously way enthu.. haha.. i was like wow.. haha.. =)

how do u tink den speak?? i mean its like... ive been like tt ALL MY LIFE!!! i only noe how to speak den tink.. how to correct i dunno.. i havent tried before... organising thoughts? abt tough also.. my brain juz rejects organisation.. haha...

i thought i had alot to tink abt.. den again.. why tink when it is nt even close to happening yet... lol..

im becoming obsessed.. i mean its like yuck... nt worth it... like err similar thing happening again... nt gd..

If u wanna tink abt stuff frm a perspective.. it sometimes can really seem tt way.. happened to me in quite a few things tt is happening to my life nw...

actually.. im happy its less troublesome nw... its nt e same anymore.. i wld be seriously bothered if its like a few months ago... but 1 month can change alot of things u noe.. maybe.. maybe nt.. we'll see..

is there something happening tt i didnt noe?? seems like it.. and plus ive been away for awhile and all...

sometimes im juz glad tt these bonds are formed so strongly.. and i plaed a part in it... but den again... i feel tt i dun wanna commit to it too much anymore... kinda feel distant le... actually ive always felt tt way cos i feel like im trying to mix in... actually for everything im like tt.. :-p guess which bonds these are...

these are all random thoughts tt are all frm alot of things in my life.. some are linked or abt e same thing some are nt.. like i said.. random... in random order.. :-p what i tell u abt disorganised thoughts.. :-p

hmm.. seems like i need to filter away some of my thoughts here.. :-p

me cutting my hair is seriously quite a dum decision..

trying to sink into sch mood.. psycho myself yada yada... nt easy though.. i always trying to start engine.. but after a while let it go cold again..

actually after typing so much.. i feel as if ive nt said anything.. haha.. oh man... sian.. dun wan type le.. gd nite peeps..

theres 1 song bugging me... or more like i listen to it everyday kinda thing.. ahha.. :-p