im not worthy... for everything... i turned away frm u..

im juz not worthy..
not worthy of u
not worthy of U..
i cant help..
but live in a diff world frm u..
yet cos i m turning away...
turning away frm U...
i said things..
im not supposed to...
i detest studies..
and was slack to do..
den u come..
driving me to...
becos of tt..
i allow myself..
to turn away frm U..
i hate what ive done..
but its done to U..
why do i need to go?
since ive turned away frm U..
yet cos im thinking of u..
what can i do?
how am i gonna face U..
for what ive done is not worthy of U..
pls..
forgive me..
and bring me back to U...