relationships... frens.. characters... all real complicated issues...

im back frm melacca... it was nt bad i wld say.. 1st day performance was gd.. 2nd performance on our syf song wasnt as gd... but oh well.... technically i think i didnt gain much... suppossed to look for teacher for help but ended up nt having e opportunity to... but as a choir i tink we did gain abit... oh well...

vj is damn gd.. esp e tenors.. they are my targets man.. juz wanna be like em someday... maybe nt a tenor but... juz tt sound quality wld be realli realli great... :-p

our choir are actually nt very bonded i wld say... fun at times it may be... e males and females are a big barrier... cos of how a choir functions... den u get some ppl outcasting ppl... disliking ppl... all nt interested in making things happen bt juz say sian... tts what happen on e suppossedly anticipated fun nite on e last nite.. plus drinkers.. its quite sad tt most went to slp arnd 3 already... e other 2 nites were worse.. except till we got down to do something on e 2nd nite which made it fun... but i wld say e bonding is quite sad... haiz...

oh a word of caution.. im emo now...

well... nt tt i didnt take much frm tis hol.. e beds were damn shiok.... u noe what.. i never knew miss lim was a christian too.. i knew mr ling is.. but wow... we did qt together cos abel initiated it... and it was a great time cos i became way closer to e teachers den gotta tok to em abt alot of stuff... amazing.. i thank God for em... cos i noe im in safe hands... ^^ guess what.. mr ling started a prayer meeting some tie ago in mj... i was like wow... and im thinking of joining up with em... woah.. gotta tok to andrew abt it... but finally... cld relieve quite abt of tis heavy wrry of my shoulders...
Thank God... =)

talked to bernard alot today.. on our way back to sg together... bernard is quite a great person to tok too... and i juz thought i wanna siam e guys cos like we were saying.. juz playmates but nt ones who wld like to share stuff... soulmates he wld term it... seems like i hav become one who is driven frm chit chatting... juz want to do so everyday doing e trip... but haiz... guys being guys.. oh well.. we juz were crazily having fun lor... we were crazy e past few days... ok.. i wld say e guys are all almoz super bonded now... we like bought e same shirt(almoz) we each bought a damn cool necklace.. which all look similar.. juz tt some is bleach and some is naruto.. e naruto ones were cute and e bleach ones were cool... i got ichigo... cool man... damn nice... :-p like bernard said.. zhi qian is gonna be jealous... :-p furthermore.. i bought ichigo's bankai sword keychain... super nice lah.. e one kenn hav... shiok man... i also bought a diesel jeans.. cool... :-p but back to e guys.. we are all super great "playmates"... :-p

and back to bernard.. we were sort of gossipping alot.. talking abt ppl's character.. our class ppl.. choir ppl... hes super horoscope crazy lor... go arnd ask ppl.. whats ur horoscope... lol... it was realli great lah talking to him... and i was able to share some things with him... although we hav diff char... its great to talk abt these char stuffs... u noe i thought i was(or ppl think i am) thinking too much saying tt someone in our class likes another... but for e 1st time.. someone actually pointed out to me e same thing lah.. i was like.. ya... me too... i always thought so but other ppl never say anithing lor... well.. e other more popular gossips he seem to be very gd at deciphering how true they are too... cos i noe some things... haha... :-p hes quite amazing also lor although he dont show it... :-p

i juz dun understand why some ppl juz wanna outcast him lah... hes juz abit unusual but hes nt tt bad lor... juz dun like e fact tt ppl do so... i regret tt at times i sortof participate in it too.. srry fren...

oh... i tink i said quite a few bad things in tis trip.. it juz spilled frm my mouth... like bleahhss~~.. haha...

i wish we were better frens... i juz always feel tt i want to chat with u.... but well.. u built tt barrier.. and am afraid of giving ppl e wrong idea too... and sometimes dun noe what to or actually hav nothin to say.. juz wanna chat.... well... no one else seems close enuf to open up to e idea of chit chatting too.. well.. maybe cos i noe tt we can chat.. so often want to do so...

tts what happenned to me and bernard... once we stopped chatting awhile cos he was abit "off" and wanted to "sing" i was like.. lol.. i juz love talking chatting with ppl nowadays... a few ppl kinda chit chat... rocks...

i love e sound of silence alot... with some background music by nature is gd... everytime walkin down e corridors... i wld juz feel like pausing and staring at e dark sky.. i did tt a few times.. but juz wish i cld do it longer.. even better if i cld chat with somebody while looking up to e skies... but well finding tt somebody or somebodies is hard... :-p so what to do..

emo songs are playin now so.. lol... fixed my blog errors... dunno who touched my blog.. lol... oh photos.. wanna put alot up... but.. haven took it frm frens yet and lazy to take e photos of my new stuffs cos gotta wake up early so will do it another time... oh gotta remember to look for jackson and john to meet up... old buddies frm 1st 3 months... ok done with bloggin... ciaoz...