yea yea whatever...

tis is actually random but maybe its actually how i feel now...

todae was fun and i wun say i was exactly PRETENDING.... but ya.... great day i guess...

but i guess i dun care... i was kinda ki siao todae... kept making stupid jokes with lip kiam... den mr yong gave me tt stare a few times... ms wong on another few occasions kept giving me tt stare too... well hl was pissed at a point too... but DUN CARE.... tts how i feel.... being abit siao...

u noe juz now on my way hm a stranger call me again.. say i win dunno what trip to thailand ... sentosa blah blah blah... den i was waititng of e opp to say hey.. im below 18... den she gave me tt... "oh... realli ah... in tt case srry u cant redeem e prize..." lol... jokers.. nt e 1st time le.. i tink 3rd time le... sec 3 or 4 also kena before.. lol..

wah lao.. tt wilberd ah.. saw him at bus stop todae.. he ah... dun remember my name... kui wo gen ta da qiou da ne me duo ci... den he live me near my hse went to sch with him a few times before... den dun even remember i call nicholas.... LOL.. at least i got ying xiang hes called wilberd juz suddenly forget lor... baka....

oh saw yong sheng frm 4H todae too.. :-p

never go church last sun.. sortof overslept... 2nd or 3rd time tis year i tink... while last year or hald never happenned before... lol... i juz still feel tt somethings missing everytime i miss it... lol... like part of week is missing...

im missing... (shhh... :-p)

oh i tink i wanna try to come back again... no matter how many times i fall... tis song always never fail to pick me up when im down...

The Measure Of a Man, by 4Him



This world can analize and size you up and throw you on the scales
They can I.Q. you and run you through
Their rigorous details
They can do their best to rate you
And they'll place you on the charts
And then back it up with scientific smarts
But there's more to what you're worth
Than their human eyes can see

Chorus:
Oh, I say the measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand
How wealthy or intelligent you are
'Cause I've found out the measure of a man
God knows and understands
For He looks inside to the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
The measure of a man

Well, you can doubt your worth
And search for who you are
And where you stand
But God made you in His image
When He formed you in His hands
And He looks at you with mercy
And He sees you through His love
You're His child and that will always be enough
For there's more to what you're worth
Than you could ever comprehend

Oh I say the measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand
How wealthy or intelligent you are
'Cause I've found out the measure of a man
God knows and understands
For He looks inside
To the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
The measure of a man

Bridge:
You can spend your life persuing physical perfection
There is so much more
More than ever meets the eye
For God looks through the surface
And He defines your worth by what is on the inside


I say the measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand
How wealthy or intelligent you are
'Cause I've found out the measure of a man
God knows and understands
For He looks inside
To the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
Oh, I say the measure of
The measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand,
How wealthy or intelligent you are
Oh, I've found the measure of a man
God knows and understands it
For He looks to the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
Yeah, what's in the heart defines
Yeah, what's in the heart defines
The measure of a man
I know, I know

yeah... 4Him rockss!!! ^^

oh... and my leadership capabilities... tis is actually frm a book called
Christian Reflections on The Leadership Challenge
James M. Kouzes and Barry Z. Posner with a forward by John C. Maxwell

and theres an assessment on the Five Practices of Exemplary Leadership, namely
Model the Way, Inspire a Shared Vision, Challenge the Process, Enable Others to Act, and Encourage the Heart.

explanation for each part... they are excerpts frm LEADERSHIP IS EVERYONE’S BUSINESS
James M. Kouzes and Barry Z. Posner

Model The Way- “work on ourselves before we work on others” and says that “leaders’ lives are mirrors,
reflecting precepts they want those they lead to follow.”He reminds us to be the example in the world that we want others to emulate.

Inspire A Shared Vision- David McAllister-Wilson reflects on Inspire a Shared Vision in Chapter Four. David is the president of Wesley Theological Seminary. He tells us that “Vision isn’t everything, but it’s the beginning of everything.” David speaks to us about embracing our struggles and transforming them into an ideal future possibility.

Challenge the Process- Patrick Lencioni, in Chapter Five, reflects on Challenge the Process. Pat is president of The Table Group and the author of The Five Temptations of a CEO4 and other books on leadership and teams. “Before setting out on a quest to challenge the process and change the world,” he says, “Christian leaders should probably ask themselves two questions: Who am I really serving? And am I ready to suffer?”He then addresses important issues of perseverance, humility, and risk.

Enable Others to Act- In Chapter Six, Nancy Ortberg reflects on Enable Others to Act. Nancy directs the Axis ministry at Willow Creek Community Church in Chicago. She tells us that “Jesus embodies the ultimate example of someone who fostered collaboration and strengthened individuals.” Nancy provides very moving evidence of how giving power away is a lot more effective—and grounded in Christian principles—than grabbing and holding on to power.

Encourage the Heart.- Ken Blanchard reflects on Encourage the Heart in Chapter Seven. Ken’s book (with Spencer Johnson), The One Minute Manager,5 set in motion an entire genre of management books, and his The One Minute Manager library has sold more than nine million copies. Ken is also the cofounder of The Ken Blanchard Companies and now spends the majority of his time helping people learn to lead like Jesus. Caring more about others than about one’s self is at the crux, explains Ken, of allowing God to work miracles through you. Ken says it’s all about being a servant leader.

mind u tis book is also for non-christians to find out how to lead too... :-p
"Whether the application is in a faith-based organization, a corporation, a governmental agency, a not-for-profit, your neighborhood, your community, or your family, this book can help you improve your capacity to guide others to places they have never been before."

go here to read up.. http://media.wiley.com/product_data/excerpt/73/07879833/0787983373.pdf

i took it during e yfc camp... so... what am i...
i am a high inspire, almost high enable, moderate encourage, moderate challenge, but am a low model by 1... although i tink i am realli a bad role model anyway... haha... oh my scores maybe quite high cos its judged by my own standards... so some of my frens like 1 moderate rest all low... so ya... cool... im surpirsed im a high inspire... and im a dum high I with moderate encourage... -.-