Unconfessed Sin/ Faithful Friend

A long sleep, 5hours in the afternoon, would mean another of those realistic dreams. I was surprised who the main character was, it was a parent actually. I'm quite stunned. Sad thing is, the dream lasted all the way till i was reaching the house, and it just has to end. Waking up and realizing, oh its only a dream?! I wish the dream would continue, but i guess its time to stop dreaming again.

Urban today is sadly disappointing.

Mysteries of God working. Which i cant comprehend. Such a torture really.
Tortures of mind of soul. Ignorance of surroundings. Ignorance of studying His word, when He speaks to us through His word.

I just wish i knew what is His purpose in doing this. Trying to see things in His light.

Self-centredness while seeing ppl study His word. Self centredness rather than God centredness in all of us, is bothering me.

Unconfessed sin: covetousness- but i dont see the point of changing when other ppl are like that.

Am just gonna be- a faithful friend. I guess this is the difficulty of giving-giving of everything, and yet receiving no returns. But sometimes, i just want to give, even if theres no returns.

Faithful Friend

Everyone knows you
As a woman of honor
I am glad to know you
Simply as a friend

You've always taken
Time to be my sister
And I'll be standing by you in the end

But I will never put you on a pedestal
I thank the Lord for everything you do
I'll be there to pray for you and for the ones you love
I believe that He will finish all He's started in you

I will be an open
Door that you can count on
Anywhere you are
Anywhere you've been
I will be an honest
Heart you can depend on
I will be your faithful friend.

I am one of many
Whose path has been made clearer
By the light you've carried faithfully
As a warrior and a child

God has used you greatly
To encourage and inspire
You've remained a true friend all the while

So I will never put you on a pedestal
Cause we both know all the glory is the Lord's
And I'll be there to pray that He will keep you by His grace
And I always will remind you to be seeking His face

I will be an open
Door that you can count on
Anywhere you are
Anywhere you've been
I will be an honest
Heart you can depend on
I will be a faithful friend

Should it ever come your time to mourn
I will weep with you
And every single time you win
I'm celebrating, too
Oh, I will celebrate with you…

I will be an open
Door that you can count on
Anywhere you are
Anywhere you've been
I will be an honest
Heart you can depend on
I will be a faithful friend

I will be faithful
I will be a faithful friend.

Teardrops On My Guitar
Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I need everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.