e big argument....

u noe... i happen to watch goong juz now... den was seeing how bad e main char(forgot his name) was treating yuki(its yuki rite? lol...) u noe what... i also had tis thought today.. forgotten when... but it was like... e baddie always gets e gurl kinda thing u noe... e same goes for goong... e nice guy always seem to lose out... and nt as appreciated as e handsome and "cool" guy... tts juz life... guess who am i thinking e "nice" guy might be?? lol...

quick quick gotta end tis.. havent study for a lvl chi tmr!!!

i was feeling awfully sad today.. esp when i was in sch... i dunno when i juz arrived in sch nt long.. e sky started turning grey... and i sortof felt e same... dunno why.. prob becos of last nite... when i came hm i sortof teared abit also dunno why... but heres what happenned last nite...

i had a seriously big argument... me against my whole family... but i dont disagree it was my fault... but i juz wish somethings didnt happen a few months ago tt made me like tt... i juz wish i hadnt done those things last nite...
guess what happenned after tt? i walked outta hse.. looked for a playgrnd.. lide there.. made sure i had a view of e sky and e moon... and started reflecting... and i slept there for awhile.. before i went hm... juz thought i had to leave hse cos im nt controlling my anger...

i think i prob need some emotions control courses... haha... i still cant control my emo well... if only i cld.. tis explains why i am a left handed.. low eq... lolz...

slept quite abit last nite yet so tired... zz...

realized i have lost it... realli no longer what i was.. lost e plot...

today.. i thought... nah... ng wouldnt..

woah.. my sis watching goong while i studying rite in front of me.. den i was so distracted.. den i happen to saw a part when lu said which i agree... “谢谢你成为我身命中的一部分”，可是我知道我不陈是你心中的一部分。
e show looks nice to me but dun wanna watch all tis lovey-dovey serials nt very gd... :-p

k tts all for now...