Been going out alot.../ been there.. done tt... and now clearing it away...

Been going out alot recently with e class... or at least spending alot of time together eating out and stuff... today... yest nite... last fri.. last tues... almoz like twice a week kinda thing at least... having loadsof fun.. but tt makes everything else real busy... have alot of things to do for pw.. and den theres CHIINESE!!! haven study for tt lah... die die...

lets see... lets start frm monday... did pw e whole afternoon after choir... den went for j1 end yr bash.. nt realli waste time cos its an excuse for e class to be together again.. haha... but e turnout was real bad... almoz a failure... wads for dinner at e end year bash.. chips, twisties and lollipops... nt forgetting fire too... jons real nice shirt caught fire which was a stunner lah... he had to strip his shirt and we had to quickly extingiush e fire by stepping on it.. toking abt fun.. haha... luckily there wasnt much ppl den... vonn ng won e grand prize for e bash... a brand new psp.. woohoo.. tt juz shows how little ppl there is.. her chances of winning i tink was abt 1/100... if count our class is abt 15%.. lol... definitely high.. and she was e lucky one.. =) den a big grp of us left early and went to eat dinner at tamp east cc there... cos we felt pointless being at e bash... so left... they played all e disco and rock music.. dislike those envirionments.. so left... saw jinbo at bash lah.. wah lao.. haha.. hes frm tpjc.. :-p dinner was kinda fun.. toking and toking.. :-p den e rest of e class came when it ended.. luckily ng gave her ticket to someone to help her get her prize.. e winning no was 314.. i had 315.. lol.. haha.. nvm.. dun wanna spend time on it anyway..

i juz wanna say im srry to someone... srry we left u and went for dinner... i noe how it feels... i promise we'll try nt to.. or at least i wun pang seh u k? =)

den had to do i and r at nite.. but fell asleep instead.. den woke up late cos never set alarm... when reach sch today... realized i didnt make it for ogl.. guess cosof results cos andrew didnt make it too... i wld realli wanna learn mass dance... and meet ppl.. but too bad.. maybe ill crash or something... :-p see how... and its gd in a sense... but like our class gt 12 ppl going.. and its e closer 12 in class... all e close frens going i nt going... sian...

den went to downtown east to eat lunch... den tried to book chalet.. realized need to be at least 18 and lotsa stuff.. so gotta go with wei qiangs parents tis weekend or something.. after tt went to st(now nicknamed bang bang)'s hse... her hse very cheena sia.. cos of stuff arnd.. deco and an altar.. haha.. we stayed there and played mahjong e whole day.. nt realli something i like to do.. although i gt abit addicted e 1st time i played.. but after today felt guilty playing mahjong e whole day... zzz... nt very fun anymore.. haha...

now i noe tis feeling.. actually i shld thank God... tt thru tis is a learning experience.. tt im jealous... and ure doing what im doing to u... but theres a big diff of course... ure hoping itll happen.. and im hoping ill forget... i feel tt kinda jealous feeling seeing u... but well... im learning... and i noe jealousy and envy are bad feelings... but at least i noe i hav ever experienced it.... and i can come out stronger... and hopefully with strengthen faith...

like i always said.. its irritating... and ull never guess it or realize it... and i noe u dun deserve it...
all i can say is i told u before... tts my 1st to anyone.. and e last to u... u dun realize it its ur prob...

been there.. done tt... and now clearing it away... go die my feelings for u... never want to see u again...

hey.. realized i actually dun quite look my age... cos of comments by jia min.. him saying tt i look like 15.. actually after looking at mirror and thinking bout it.. i thought hey.. hes quite rite... i look quite childish.. haha.. joker looking... hopefully forever 15... :-p
and hopefully will be like 15 again.. nt thinking of any of those things :-p

i wonder its juz me or lows response on msn is becoming like hl's... haha... actually i guess cos i was expecting a more responsive reply like al's or others tts why.. iris is also almoz like tt.. but at least she shows concern sometimes... =)

hey hav nt been telling jx abt these thoughts... find one day and tell him... :-p but its nt like hes very interested... haha.. seems like no ones interested to noe anithing... so ill keep my mouth shut... :-p

bb... gots loadsof stuff to do.. lotsof slp to catchup... carolling prac tis sat yea yea!! :-p