i thought its alrite.... but den i suddenly realize.. its weird.. lol... it might not be.. what i want..

but well... its short-lived... =) dunno lah its a mess...

i always ask myself... question myself... but well... as i thought..

i m juz... oh well...

haha.. nt too surprised abt what he said.. juz surprised why he suddenly tell me... :-p

the answer ive been looking for... i always thought ya... its like tt for me... but i keep getting closer answers to it.. but never really think it is still e answer i want.. but i tink im finally sure of it... tt tt is e answer.. and i understand myself abit better again... :-p

temporarily can use com for a while cos got temp monitor... lolz...

going to get cracking... bye...

lalala~

its not a lala for joy but one tt isnt very happy tt things has still not change... tt im still getting tt... its too much to slack for 4 days in a row for jc... i noe tt... so sian... gotta get back to working again...