sakae for michelle's bdae../ my blurred mind...

Today went sakae with family for michelle's b'dae... at 1st dun realli wanna go cos got heavy breakfast... den aiya her bdae den go lah... de food eat before quiote a few time le so nothing much... but best was when we eating fruits... there was 6 slices of watermelon... me, michelle and laura(my youngest sister) competed to see who can finish 1st... haha... den super funny... i at 1st relaq relaq den started laughing den dey all laugh den we like trying to contain laughter rather than eating... very funny... den see all of us watermelon juice dripping outta our mouth... den we finishing den chiong... michelle intially thought she finish 1st den she see me finish also only left whats in my mouth she spitted some juice outta her mouth on me and MY FACE!!! den laugh... haha... lucky only abit den i swallow mine and i win lol... den she cannot swallow very funny... we all keep laughing damn funny damn paiseh... haha... but michelle used to it whole day come with her npcc ppl make alot of noise so nian pi hou le so she dun care.. haha... laura still left like 2 pieces... so she give me den say my prize den i was like diao... haha... best part of e day... but sian haven mug yet die le...

i dunno why ppl is kicking up a big fuss abt e death of steve irwin.. like if u dun put a rose u dun respect him or something like tt... i mean ya lah hes a big figure which i respect alot too becos of his educational exploits as a croc hunter.. but respect is in ur heart which u dun haf to show outwardly to others... i dun noe why everyone juz gotta put a turtle or something which now turned to a rose... but i respect him only up till a certain extent becos of.... ya and i feel sad for him... there goes another soul...

my mind has been in a twirl and a mess e last few days... or shld i say weeks... my emotional state has been bad... i still fall asleep fast.. but way too fast.. when my mind is still thinking.. i juz fall asleep.. and i keep getting dreams... like even a few time a nite... when last time hardly even one a few weeks... cant sleep well also.. everytime feel like got alot of things to think abt but thinking wont help... like studies gotta do rather than think... sian... dunno juz a mess... dun care lah...

dunno ppl got bother read my last post anot dun haf their lost... dun care lah...