Succumbing to temptations

Well. These past 2 weeks have been interesting. Well, i could say it was such a waste of time and such sinfulness. But i guess through it all it drives home an impt lesson, vanity of pleasures.

You know. These past 2 weeks, i allowed myself to succumb to temptations, to do things i always wanted to do. Or at least the sinful self. It was quite interesting- and after being blind to faith and being hardened in heart to continue on in the things i was doing. Was really interesting. Now i understand how ppl could just go blind and commit mistakes even though we know they are a mistake. How you could put aside faith. But what doesnt break you makes you stronger. I think it strengthens my convictions on certain issues. I flirted with the idea of forgoing past convictions, which goes to show how convicted i am in them. Teaches me that convictions made are not strong until they are tested. Shows me how i could go blind.

one night stands and 1 week stands.

But well i soon learn that they are all vanities, and has no fulfillment in them. After they're over. Its just like that lor. Haha. Thank God that He closed all doors, just when i thought i wanted to venture into them. Now i realize, i dont need one. Great cause, ive lost that desire. =)
Makes it more obvious that living life with our true purposes, makes much more sense. =)