Felt like my sis was going to die right before me

It seriously felt like my sis, michelle, was going to die before me. Thats how fearful i was. Michelle was cycling right in front of me. The crashed to the ledge to the side. The next thing i know, shes lying there. I was so shocked i shouted and immediately went to pick her up. She was so dazed, so pale. While i was carrying her to nearest shade which was quite near, seeing her was really scary. Her lips were as pale as snow, and her eyes were constantly going to close. I kept talking to her, kept telling her not to sleep, just in case she actually did fell asleep and who knows what happened! When we stopped, she was even more dazed. She could hardly tell whats happening around her, and she can only tell me she knocked her head and her right ear couldnt hear anything. Then we wanted her to lie down to ensure blood flows to her brain cause she knocked her head and couldnt even hear. She was almost jelly like, and we were trying to help her sit and then lie down. At that point, she really almost fell asleep, lying there she dazed till she closed her eyes. Luckily she quickly woke up, and regained consciousness. She said she didnt really knew what happened when we reached the shed, and lost consciousness, and couldnt even see, Only seeing white light, and then hallucinating she was cycling with someone, but till now cant tell who's that. Thank God that she really became alright after that, becoming normal and talking normal to people, but did broke down to tears at some point.

I learned 1 thing at least, that i didnt trust God at that point. I was so worried and concerned with her that i didnt pray. Thank God that he's faithful, and shes alright. I could only remember to thank Him after that. But seriously, thank God shes alright. I was the only one who witnessed her fall, i was holding her to the shed, seeing her pale and constantly closing her eyes, brought so much fear that, shes gonna leave like that, though i know its alright that God wants to call her home, we still dont want her to leave yet.

If its His will.

After that, rui, tricia and me hanged at the beach at night after dinner. Was so cool and fun. We ended up taking photos, sitting down at the beach side, or different kinds of emotions. Haha. Quite crazy but it was so fun. =)

Well, all in all, i would say it was much more joy than to call it a sad day with a bad accident. Its just joyful that shes alright, and had quite alot of crazy fun at night. =)