"u all can bad mood den i cannot lah?" tts how i felt...

was quite stumbled by e things happening arnd me today... den was in tis sad sian mood after getting my results ytdy... den ppl not happy ah... i also can lor... chey...

i usually dun get angry with ppl.. these are e rare occurences... but den.. im actually not angry with em or anyone.. is juz ppl bad mood den i bad mood liao...

but im ok juz a spur of a moment... fine after awhile no grudges... :-p

though sometimes i really dun like e things some one else does also...

k cant remember le so late.. i wanna slp..

all i cld remember.. was e reminiscence of ikea... when i was abt 3-4.. btw went there tonite for dinner... remember going to e near queensway shopping centre... memories were juz so vivid and stong.. cld remeember at e entrance... following e arrows.. layouts... e funzone(i tink tts what its called)... where my parents wld watch me play... e pencils and ruler... e spaghetti tt i ate when i was young... so tempted to eat it in e new ikea... but nah.. not filling...

and ikea still has e same design(or similar) for a chair i used to hav many years ago.. and e view looking outta e new ikea... e dark view.. with juz lamp post lights and car headlights... is so untypical in sg.. feels juz like... back in malaysia... :-p

juz realized my last post cld hav another meaning i didnt though of.. oh well... no its abt God im thinking of... =)

tt day... did i hear nothin? or was i shut out? no one??? really no one??? not even u.. and u.. and even u?

it is all... in e mind...

amazing how ppl can be numb.. amzing how all of us can be numb...

why are u so numb?

i hoped i played a bigger role... but prob like u said it... hope tt will change... =)

like ive always thought and felt.. it juz feels... it is different.. =) :->

"the river runs and the river hides
out to the ocean and under the sky.
I promise you, the answer will come;
hold on to patience and watch for the sign.
everything in its time."