to end tis whole down saga... yea im fine... alive and kicking... lol... last nite before i cld slp at e wee hrs after studying... could not stop smiling.. i guess cos my brain has too much happy juice tts why... so yea happy thoughts lead to a not so bad trip to sch again.. maybe cos im starting to enjoy mugging... yea rite... lol...

and it lead me to more realizations... life is really a great lesson learnt.. when u start realizing.. nothing is for certain.. Everything.. is in Gods hands.. everything is in His plan... only He knows... and many others.. like how i cld choose to think of things these way and really make me feel tt way... and on another... i can replicate it.. its juz whether i want to... :-p

it feels gd to be happy again... i wish i am always as happy as i was.. why only when im falling aslp... lol... well.. at least its a gd nites slp... :-p

actually... i pity her... really... really... so sad...

i wonder if u realize it... tt it has changed... not u lah... e other one.. haha.. nvm... too bad i dun tink ull ever read again...

oh i forgot to post something earlier...

i prob noe im under close scrutinity by.. certain ppl... but oh well...

tis is e world.. a dog eat dog world...

its a choice whether u want to fight for it or not... :-p

my fren.. its ur choice...

ok tts to end e so many posts of e week... been blogging too much... maybe tts it for e week...

i noe i post tis song lyrics many times... but well.. cos i juz hear it and i love e meaningful lyrics.. so yea.. now ill put e song also.. :-p

reply to tags:

jo: u consider rui a gal? haha... :-p lol.. must say until like tt... lol... why must say until i look down on u like tt... lol...

joel- tks alot bro... will look u up.. we havent meet up and hav a chat for a long time rite... got any prob can look me up to ask and chat.. =) haha.. u noe ure e 1st one i told abt my bro thing.. haha.. :-p

The Measure Of a Man, by 4Him

This world can analize and size you up and throw you on the scales
They can I.Q. you and run you through
Their rigorous details
They can do their best to rate you
And they'll place you on the charts
And then back it up with scientific smarts
But there's more to what you're worth
Than their human eyes can see

Chorus:
Oh, I say the measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand
How wealthy or intelligent you are
'Cause I've found out the measure of a man
God knows and understands
For He looks inside to the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
The measure of a man

Well, you can doubt your worth
And search for who you are
And where you stand
But God made you in His image
When He formed you in His hands
And He looks at you with mercy
And He sees you through His love
You're His child and that will always be enough
For there's more to what you're worth
Than you could ever comprehend

Oh I say the measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand
How wealthy or intelligent you are
'Cause I've found out the measure of a man
God knows and understands
For He looks inside
To the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
The measure of a man

Bridge:
You can spend your life persuing physical perfection
There is so much more
More than ever meets the eye
For God looks through the surface
And He defines your worth by what is on the inside


I say the measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand
How wealthy or intelligent you are
'Cause I've found out the measure of a man
God knows and understands
For He looks inside
To the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
Oh, I say the measure of
The measure of a man
Is not how tall you stand,
How wealthy or intelligent you are
Oh, I've found the measure of a man
God knows and understands it
For He looks to the bottom of your heart
And what's in the heart defines
Yeah, what's in the heart defines
Yeah, what's in the heart defines
The measure of a man
I know, I know