i woke up... wanting to start doing.... i look at e clock... it reads... 6.30pm.... i was like..
WHAT!!!!!

I dun noe what ive been doing e past 48hrs.. or close... i dun remember doing anything sig.. except plasying ps and sleeping... everyday i woke up arnd 12 without fail. everyday i slp in e afternoon without fail... and now i look at e amt of hw i gotta complete... i was like... crazy.. what hav i been doing.... den i spent e next 10min stopping my whole world frm crashing down on me... like i did e past 2 days... and i ended up trying to control anger and stuff... luckily for me.. i managed to control it before it went haywire... anger juz got to me so bad u could not imagine what i wanted to do...

but do u noe how sucky e feeling is tt u hav hrs of hw u need to complete in a few hrs... siao... grr...


so.. before it becomes another vicious cycle... better go get started... i really wished i was able to find someone to do work with... i cld not find one tis afternoon.. den ended up slping again... i need someone to push me i guess...

i want to talk to ppl... i was hoping i was able to.. cos tt is what motivates me alot too... but haiz.. no it did not happen.. and all i cld find tt help is go to slp...

haiya.. no matter what i say u cannot really understand anyway... or i cannot fully explain... so... enuf...