will miss y'all/ getting pissed a 2nd time..

lol... u noe what... i very rarely got pissed with my frens... realli... i enjoy them quite abit... well to e extent i love all of em(well i love everyone...:-p) but i got pissed again.. while playing o2 jam... e game tt was so "fun"... i didnt wanna post e other things i wanna say.. but tis i gotta say now cos i feel it... i mean.. while playing e game.. they all wanna strip... i was abit like dun like also.. den tt baka also.. girl some more... what i tell u... prob tts why i gt pissed... den some of her comments were less than pleasant... but oh well... why do i care?

well... u can call me super act righteous.. but i dun care... it juz turns me off.. i remember tt time go aus my fren in e room ask e junior to turn to porn channel cos tt rm can watch... i immediately said do tt den i iwll pump u... very bad cos its anger... my thoughts aren't realli tt clean... but well...

hate some of my actions..

hate getting angry... its so bad... anger is a realli bad emotion i dun wish to have... i almost wanted to scold vulgar and all e stuff which i dun remember when was e last time in came outta my keyboard or my mouth... but well... why do i gert pissed over such small things... tts what happens when u feel very close to certain frens... den they do something u realli dun like... e last time before tis was also with class.. den before tt...
probably ages ago... like frm vs frens who do all sorts of crazy things... fun got a limit u noe..

what i tell u abt my emotions getting to my head.. i juz can so tell u what i do when i oftenly get angry at home... its not right.. hate anger.. grr...

oh well.. dun care le.. dun think I might see them for long anyway... as much as i wld love to... i dun think so... and i dun wanna see em when i in another class.. very painful... haha.. im breaking to tears le.. 1st time simce promos... i thought i wun be down but oh well..

i miss tt "someone" who used to care for me and notice when i am down... now juz seems like dun care le... oh well... too bad it dun seem e same anymore...

i wish..
they wld learn why i do certain things... and hope they will know God... cos its... its nt abt commitment or waste time or whatever excuses... its THE life... learning how to handle all things e best way(God's way)... be it marriages... friendships... money.. everything...
God is not a dictator to me.. hes my father.. my fren my best buddy...

i remember abt my gp exam whic e passage was on forgiveness... haha... andrew was telling me its so wrong too... haha...

i wish ull turn to Him too...

something tells me... im wrong all tis while... abt u... am i? oh well..

it seems like i thought too much frm e start..

i wanna let u noe abt certian things... but it dun seems like i need to anymore..

cos...
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love 202 i am.. will use every bit of my strngth juz to spend more time with u all... and hopefully stay.. or nt.. never forget me.. im part of 202 too...

u noe i used to think im quite forgotten cos no one really cared whether im arnd... tt changed since jodi and church.... and hopefully not u all too..

love u all.. ill miss jx.. dun think can find anther who ill be so close to... and den theres e choir ppl leh.. kah wee.. a great fren too.. hope e choir dun blame another one who is leaving.. they bad enuf le.. actually i look forward to making all e basses and e choir better... and myself too... but well.. nvm can ask fredrick lol... later zhu en also leave.. haiya pray for tt lost bro... but fredrick can take over also..

nah..

hope e prayer meeting dun die after i leave.. but i see a successor in kevin... will pray for ya...

crap my emotions are wild... what i tell u.. actually ive almost said all i wanted to le..

recently got some money frm tuitiona nd savings and stuff.. for ppls birthday ill use it.. maybe even juz so tt they'll never forget me.. haha.. maybe ill buy something for eveyone for christmas.. tts gonna cost abit but well..

will miss ya too..

(tearing away.. hey i gtg go do tea for 2.. woah its 1.30.. ciao..)

relax im ok... juz suddenly thought too much... im cool.. :-p

lol e 3 musketeers still playing o2 jam.. what i tell u.. haiz.. they're prob having more fun without me cos i dun hav so many songs.. waste their time rite... leaving seems like a gd decision... im abit jealous but... have fun ppl... realli..