something tells me... i dont like high d/s.. they not sensitive one... not like i very sensitive... but.. they give me tt kinda feeling... erm how i say... like they bu hui zuo ren like tt... whatever lah...

frm what i observe e past week... theres 3 mistakes i made when i studied...
1)study alone
2)study at home
3)study too much yet unproductive

why isaid these... cos i really study until sian cannot study le... no matter how i try to psycho myself... if i study alone.. cannot stay put... or mind will wander off.. if got someone mugging hard in front of me might help.. or at least i wont anyhow move around... juz toking to someone abit juz make me feel tt much better... i everytime study wld be like hoping got someone in front of me... lol...

i study at home until sick of home le... seroiusly.. dun feel like studying le.. or maybe cos now got headache... i everynite got dream nvm noe... i last nite keep getting dream until i tired.. even if i fall asleep for a wink ah... still got dream... no matter where i go... i wake up slp on coach.. once fell asleep got dream.. even juz a wink u noe... even half asleep state i juz start to have dream... wah lao eh... u noe e feeling when u slp finish den very tired.. den e more winks u slp e more u feel tired... wah lao eh.. so pain and tiring lah..

but got a weird dream i saw some of e classmates.. notable ones i can remember are both yvonnes and lixian.. maybe cos i mis e class too much.. >.< and u noe ah... i dun noe why ah... why did ng did something... which i was like diao... why she do tt for... stupid dreams... den i can dream abt receiving an sms which i was expecting a reply... so stupid rite... tell tt to my brain...
realli dream abt anithing... i think last nite got 10 dreams? break record lah...

oh oh... i was wondering.. why tricia isnt a high I? lol... but e way she blog damn cool... short and interesting... arts ppl... u noe i was thinking .. arts ppl are weird and unpedictable.. science ppl are boring and predictable.. but wait... tts cos im a science person.. lol..

u noe.. actually i enjoy e process of blogging... its e preprocess tts cool.. i will always will like have mental rehersal.. ill think of what i wanna say earlier like say during e day... but i enjoy tt... lol.. crazy always think so much nonsense... always think so much... tts why now study cant concentrate at all.. my head is juz pain and i juz dun feel like doing anithing...

u noe or... i think i actually like blogging cos im like writting down what i think.. cos im toking to myself.. lol.. siao rite.. but i hate typing.. i would love it if got some device can read my=ind den type out... bt den again... ull be like.. eh i dun wan to say tt... den try to cancel.. den all these is tped out also... den u try to delete tt... den another part saying e same thing.. lolz... too hard to control... :-p