YF dieing???? I realli hope not...

Didnt want to post until nxt week... but gotta say tis... will make it short...

If u ask me... i think e yf is realli dieing... i mean we didnt publicise and ask ppl to come and all...but e no of ppl coming is realli scary... and we supposedly have a big comm which might make it seem like nobody is coming thus ppl wont come... but... realli... its quite bad... i mentionedbefore tt e no of ppl coming for yf for pirates is bad... abt 13 i think... but its getting worse... last week was abt like 10... den yest... at 3.30-40... e exco only me and qiang... not counting yafers... there was like NO YFERS!!! i was like stunned....at 3.50 or 4... half an hr late... only 4 appeared... shawn tiang... joash... My sis and Deb Tan... i mean i was like... its so bad... plus like 3/6 possible comm members excluding rui and debbie didnt appear... and they can like dont let qiang noe lor... i think qiang is even more stress den me lor... i think its impt to let them noe tt its impt to acc for each other so we noe whats happening in each others life.. and esp for yf.. where actually we are required to com as often as poss... lol... i was quite sad lah so little ppl came...i mean like rahcel prepared a great lesson on spiritual discipline... and well like so little ppl can benefit from it... quite wasted i'd say... but well at least we benefitted frm it... joash was telling me tt e yf is dieing and i was like ya... den wad is e comm(including me) doing? are we going to let it go on like tt... every week 10 ppl come out of 50 and a possibly active 25-30??? gotta do something... or not after a few weeks e problem will get realli serious... i mean tis is e 1st time as long as i can remember tt i see so little ppl lor... so bad... maybe e problem isnt tt serious... but better do something abt it... its not like nos is impt... but a no tis little i think is a cause for concern... starting 1st by praying abt it.. and pray for God's leading in making decisions... like i learned more today on how to fully depend on God... =)