Rambles

This weekend very dissapointing luh. Sat was one, plus sickness. Zz. Sun pigged in church waiting for something to happen, shld have just done some work luh.

This week is hopefully exciting yea! At least occupied luh. Tmr meet up with some exco ppl for some informal dinner. Wed night at Rui's hse NISSing and guitaring. Thurs hopefully can go k pop dance class. Fri as usual music min. Occupied week! Woohoo! Quick sickness quick recover. Gotta work tmr!

Both Elder Vincent and Kenn had the same msg on sun- What is your priority? Are you faithful? Cannot forget abt priority while doing work! Lots to work on, i think for me can skip the thinking part le. Lol. And i better stop thinking whether others do it. DO IT YOURSELF!

Oh and alot of things hae been in my head recently, i always think of one useless thing that has no point thinking abt, and the other, not committing to in prayer. I need to PRAY!

Cause doors are closed for me. I need alot of faith!

Truth is, i like social activities, am "sociable", but dont really make an effort to talk to all of my gd frens. I always never check up on them, which require so much effort and i dont. And sometimes i make too many good friends- like good frens over the years, for a few months and then poof! The list is too long i dont even want to list them- prob list them before, and all individual. All my cliques has been lost!

Aunty serene says i have changed after joining army. I hope so. Cause i'm sad alot of ppl changed after army. Qiang is so diff now that makes me really so sad. He doesnt think so, but im just really sad abt it.

Life's been plain boring and stressless/unpurposeful, but who cares. I have so much family time i wld never have after these 2 years. Am just so happy to be talking with mum so so much. Helping her with teaching, helping sis with hw, and just doing something plain little like buying her those colourful little biscuits, you know those look like ice cream with many colours- imagined it wld make her happy while studying and it turns out, she wanted to buy not long ago and mum didnt allow her when grocering!

Being happy in the little things. :)

i love talking- simple plain happiness. :)