Was really stumbled by the specialist today. And even the nurse!!! Was stressed an was in a messy state of mind already. Plus the way the doc treated me, him being unhappy, made me really angry and sad and frustrated plus the earlier few all at once. GRR!!! Took me some time to really calm down.

Things are getting so complicated with my injury. Haiz.

Beauty is only skin deep.

But however,

so is my faith.

Sin is abound in me.

Hello Sunday christian.

No wait, its weekend christian. >.<

Church camp is a distant dream.

So is the cloud of uncertainty of the road ahead of me. For the next one month. For the next 2 years. For the next 5 years.

Don't even talk about beyond that please. I cant even settle whats in front of me.

At least i hope,

the uncertainty ends in this life.

Cause of the hope that awaits me after this life.